Tuesday, October 28, 2008
信任是一种爱
我不再犹豫不决了 !!
一直很想帮他,但是每每想要往前的时候总是迟疑:”他会介意吗?他需要我帮吗?他要往前走还是过马路呢?万一我带他过,而其实他要往前走起不是太自以为是了吗?”
结果不曾帮,但是每次过马路后总忍不住回头看他,好几次。
今天又看见他了。震撼心灵的画面是,三人行,左右是一男一女的盲人,中间是一个7,8岁的小女生。
怎么过马路呵?
走在他们后面,从遥远到咫尺之近,不敢越过他们。
自己又矛盾了。
“该牵他们的手吗?”
“但是直路一条,突然牵他们会介意吗?”
在犹豫之时,男的突然放下女生的手,自个儿走在前端。路不窄啊?怎么一个人走在前面,危险啊。
为他们开路,多伟大。
自己再次矛盾了。
“该牵他的手吗?”
“但是直路一条,突然牵他会介意吗?” 。
后头来了一个马来婆,越过我们,牵女盲人的手。
又来一个马来婆,越过我们,继续往前走。
2盲人,1女孩再次同行。马来婆牵他们过第一个路口。
心开始痒了。
突然加快脚步,捉住男的左手臂过马路。自己也吓倒了。
2个朋友继续谈天。
更让我讶异的,男盲人竟然把拐杖拿起,不再像平时过马路般用拐杖摸索。
“他这么相信我?”
“不怕我心怀不轨?”
他真的没把拐杖放下, 直到我们们分道扬镳。
心霎那间有股炽热的烫。
By yifoon's fren .................
thx for the advice btw ..............
Monday, October 27, 2008
等待2 ~~~~


Beating Chelsea's 86 match or 4 yrs 8 months of unbeated home record
3 points clear off the table after 9 matches ( winning against Manyoo and Everton)
& the best has yet to come .......
The Liverpool spirit that has been inpired me
The determination
Wednesday, October 22, 2008
无聊人生
Sunday, October 19, 2008
Tired yet "meaningful" Weekend !!!
After a day of basketball with NO BIrd kiassss at CHong Hwa ...............
We hav to go back to ADP to attend Physic's PBL ( Problem based Learning ) on Saturday !!!!
Is Saturday leh !!!! I shud be sleeping at my comfortable bed ( is actually jz Tilam , no bed T_T )
but yet had to go to college !!!! WTF ..... Haven felt so 无奈 since leaving Chong Hwa T_T
( IN case others duno , we do hav class every saturday during the old times ^^ )
Emo-ing and Grumbl-ing along the journey in my new dai lou ( AManda) 's car car ..........
As soon as everyone reached and MR Loh started to put us into groups ~~~~ I'm wif GIll Aly LiMeng and Hong ( last two dun quite rmb their names ) .......... They are lucky two hav me in their group ^^ others member damn envy lor !!!!!!
We were to do a proposal on YTL's New Bullet Train in Malaysia !!!!!!!!!!
haha... bullet train in Msia ...... I was like wtf !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Despite the high cost or others technical issues..... THere wont be any bullet train alike thingy in the upcoming years in Msia ... coz all the bus company are initially owned by our beloved 同胞.... and Air Asia got some sort of connection wif the government too ... Wat are they gonna eat if we build a bullet train ^^
After the long fuking presentation .... THey are approximate 20 groups and each group's presentation is about 15 min ( we managed to finish in 5 min , see how efficient we are ) ... Could u imagine how I'm gonna spend 4 hours in the stupid KT2 T_T ..........
But soon after the PLB i went straight away to my aunt's hse at Seri Kembangan for BBQ ...
Its been quite some time we all had a small BBQ and rly enjoyed ..... While playing with my little cousins ..... reminds me of when I was little .......
How happy life would be if we are remain as a child forever.... 无忧无虑,自由自在 wakakaka..
( back to reality )
Had a great time and I ate a lot there ~~~~~~~ & found out Liverpool won yet again coming back from a deficit 2-1 to win 3-2 ..... Overall is has been a fuking HAPPY day !!!!!!!!!!! Liverpool for the BPL champion !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
On Sunday ... was waken by 3 pk sss.... thx to them I had to wake up early at 9.45 am ( normal sunday i woke up at 1pm ) and rush to TS lo ......... bt still managed to cut my hair ^^
We( I Rick Alex ) were hunting for Halloween stuff for our deco on Nov 1 ..... deco team has been the busiest part among all ..... haizzzzzzzzzzzzz ...... Stuffs there are kinda expensive ... Since we are in a low budget , most of the things we'll jz DIY lo .....
Soon, I am hunting for my basketball shoe... The previous one has tore apart ady .. Kesian my shoe who had been playing bbal alongside since Dec 06 ~~~
Finally I bought a nice NIke for a reasonable price ^^ TIs is the start of the new shoe generation !! wakakakkakaka ...................
After i got my stuff ... Wai Hong sent us all to KLCC lo ...
RIck and Wai Hong went to listen duno call wat Orchestra as I and ALex went to watch movies lo........ ---- House of Bunny ... One word to describe the movie ------ Sexy !!!!!
Two hours later, all of us meet up and went to Madam Kwan for dinner .... the waiters are fuking LanCI ... haizzz .. wat to do ... we are still small kids .... ^^
After dinner, we watched another movie -- Max Payne .......... Sound system was excellant but the story quite k yeng ,........ still think the bunny is much better .......
Right after movies and is time to chao ady ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Going bac in the country longest vehicle -- LRT .... as guessed wat ??
Water is leaking from the ceiling of the LRT thx to the heavy rain .......... it is a internal downpouring of water...... all of the passengers are laughing lo... how pathetic is Msia public transport .......................... COuldnt take photo coz the camera of my phone is officialy ROSAK t_t
p/s CHiYin : I wan to know the answer !!!
p/s Gill : I waited whole day for u to fetch lo !!!! no heart !!! minus meal !!!!!
p/s Honkee : U woke me up from my sweet dreamz T_T
p/s Zoe: Clear ur inbox !!!!
p/s Boon : DUn think too much liao .. sry i was at out side .... and RMB wat u promised !!!!!!!
p/s Pig : Jia You la .... Ur dream will come trueeeeeee
p/s SAM, A Lvls , UEC kia : wish all of u luck luck !!!!!!!!!!!
Thursday, October 16, 2008
好人
若谈样子不会叫好
不算最讨好
但我的内在美不够味道
那足以自豪
谈为人当然好
双手也好抱无奈
独有伴侣问前路
没有想陪同邻家男孩跳舞
唯独当我师徒
人人亲近我
无人争夺我
无人关怀
是谁大平卖亲和
平凡像我路过十个似我
情敌实在太多
人人鼓励我
无人倾慕我
常常激励别人尽情热恋
事后遗下我像毒咒
无人爱我
别吓我
并无自欺所有老死
只配作知己
愿意跟我细数恋爱挫折
抱住我会死
谈完情拖好手
都将我抛弃
从来没理会我喜与悲
是那么平凡仍可以来斗气
谈情令我心死
由得我死
你管不到那么多
天都不爱我
立心孤立我平凡的人
若提及情份便显得不配么
难道我看不到现况
正是结果由得我
无人关怀是谁大平卖亲和
天都不理我
令我想清楚
感情是来自由弱者所写的悲歌
事实上为什么不拍到拖
说穿了我不美信我woo……
Tuesday, October 14, 2008
分享
No Bird ~~~~
Financial Crisis ,,,,,,,,,,
模糊。。。。。。。

不知不觉,前途变得迷茫 ~~~~
原本信心满满的寄托,希望,理想。。。。
也变得那么不切实际,那么的遥远。。。。
原本垂手可得的成果,抱负。。。。
也从手中神奇地溜走。。。。
往往被人寄以厚望。。。。
却带来一丝一丝的失望。。。
甚至是绝望 T_T
了解天下没有免费的午餐,更没有随天而降的苹果。。。
却没有丝毫的悔改。。。。
我依然是我。。。。
那固执自私的健灵。。。。。。。
独自地走在那模糊的人生。。。。
没有同伴,没有朋友,没有同志。。。
等待着改变我的那一个人 。。。。。。。。。。。。。
不要这么容易就想放弃 就像我说的追不到的梦想 换个梦不就得了为自己的人生鲜艳上色 先把爱涂上喜欢的颜色笑一个吧 功成名就不是目的让自己快乐快乐这才叫做意义
Jay CHou
Wednesday, October 8, 2008
Lets all laugh at Tottenham !!!
What is the difference between Tottenham Hotspur and a triangle?
A triangle has 3 points. !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Tuesday, October 7, 2008
Sorry
Was thinking on my time away
I missed you and things weren't the same'
Cause everything inside it never comes out right
And when I see you cry it makes me wanna die.
I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry you're blue
I'm sorry about all the things I said to you
And I know I can't take it back
I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds
And baby the way you make my world go 'round
And I just wanted to say I'm sorry.
This time I think I'm to blame
It's harder to get through the days
We get older and blame turns to shame'
Cause everything inside it never comes out right
And when I see you cry it makes me wanna die.
I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry you're blue
I'm sorry about all the things I said to you
And I know I can't take it back
I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds
And baby the way you make my world go 'round
And I just wanted to say I'm sorry.
Every single day I think about how we came all this way
The sleepless nights and the tears you cried
It's never too late to make it right
Oh yeah sorry
I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry you're blue
I'm sorry about all the things I said to you
And I know I can't take it back
I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds
And baby the way you make my world go 'round
And I just wanted to say I'm sorry.
I'm sorry baby.I'm sorry baby,
Yeah.I'm sorry.
Monday, October 6, 2008
Exhausted ...............
Sunday, October 5, 2008
我是活跃型
DUe to wuliao-ness and sienz-ness .......... i tried the test ^^
活躍型(活潑好玩,興趣廣泛)
您是充滿歡樂、精力充沛、迷人、合群而富有想像力的人。雖然您是一個工作狂,可惜擁有太多不同興趣,而且無法承受痛苦,所以難以完成任務。對您來說人生仿如一個遊樂場,而妳正正位於遊樂場的中央品味所有的歡悅。您樂於分享喜悅,習慣花精力使人快樂,但卻顯得自我中心。而當痛苦的經驗接近時,您卻只懂得逃避。無論是工作或玩樂,您都喜歡擁有許多開放的選擇,因而會經常會身負眾多工作。
優點:您具有全面性的思考模式,喜歡結合毫不相干的觀念和人,創造出新的綜合方式。
缺點:開創事情會令您覺得非常有興趣,但很可惜,由於您的想像力太強,剛開始不久便感覺已經完成。您專注於過程而非結果,當某個任務看起來似乎會失敗時,便很容易把目標延後,或乾脆開始另外一個任務。
愛情:您習慣把注意力放在自己的需要和快樂之上,導致和深層的情緒毫無接觸。不愛束縛的您,總是選擇「我的最佳時機」用自己的方式來行事,並且會把自己的行為合理化,或重組承諾的用詞來避免痛苦、羞辱或沉悶,郤不明白身邊的人可能會因此而感到失望或背叛。
在一對一的關係中,您的注意力分分秒秒都專注在新人物或觀念,並且產生即時的幻想。「我和太太正在享受溫泉的時候,一個打扮新潮的金髮金女在另一邊走過。她很顯然對我感興趣,當我們聊起天來,我腦海裏閃過了一個念頭:如果能和她一起回美國不知道有多好玩。」
安定方位:思考型在安定的狀態下,您會或多或少會從關係中脫離,滿足於扮演一個比平日更退居幕後的角式
壓力方位:改革型當面對感情的壓力或情緒對抗時,您會變得易怒、挑剔、容易對干擾的事情發怒或加以責備,因此您最愛的人亦是您傷害得最多的人。
建意:練習一次只做一件事學習去包容批評和衝突克制您「解決」問題的衝動
最渴望:開開心心,無拘無束最恐懼:悶,被束縛,被制肘
最難達到的美德:節制 (Sobriety)
最難克服的執念:多計 (Planning)
Personnally i found tat it was indeed super accurate lo !!! ^^
Saturday, October 4, 2008
稻香
词:周杰伦 曲:周杰伦
对这个世界如果你有太多的抱怨
跌倒了就不敢继续往前走
为什么人要这么的脆弱 堕落
请你打开电视看看
多少人为生命在努力勇敢的走下去
我们是不是该知足
珍惜一切 就算没有拥有
还记得你说家是唯一的城堡 随着稻香河流继续奔跑
微微笑 小时候的梦我知道
不要哭让萤火虫带着你逃跑 乡间的歌谣永远的依KAO
回家吧 回到最初的美好
不要这么容易就想放弃 就像我说的
追不到的梦想 换个梦不就得了
为自己的人生鲜艳上色 先把爱涂上喜欢的颜色
笑一个吧 功成名就不是目的
让自己快乐快乐这才叫做意义
童年的纸飞机 现在终于飞回我手里
所谓的那快乐 赤脚在田里追蜻蜓追到累了
偷摘水果被蜜蜂给叮到怕了 谁在偷笑呢
我靠着稻草人吹着风唱着歌睡着了
哦 哦 午后吉它在虫鸣中更清脆
哦 哦 阳光洒在路上就不怕心碎
珍惜一切 就算没有拥有
还记得你说家是唯一的城堡 随着稻香河流继续奔跑
like the lyrics vry much ... is quite meaningful lor ^^
Thursday, October 2, 2008
Amalan Malaysia --- Rasuahnesssss



Selamat Hari Raya ...
THe whole Taylors are enjoying a long 9 days of break ...
While we ADP-ians jz got an incredible 3 days of holiday ...
Only 3 days to spare ??? Malaysia is an Islamic country !! We shud hav more holidays !!!!!!!
So that we could celebrate with our fellow 同胞 ^^
THree days of holidays flew like a speed of light T_T ........
On monday before Raya's holiday .....
Eventually I skipped all my classes to prepare the god damn accounting exam ...
( promised not to do that again ....)
but I tottaly ditch of accounting during weekend and spent time doing watsoever....
& also get drunk during bday celebration of my Grandma .........
Surprisingly i din acctually failed my accounts ( i guess hehe )
TUesday was quite a reunion day ....
As some of us planned to go back Chong Hwa ( yup again !!!!!! ) .....
As told my someone , I'm chereshing every moment wif my friends before i do flew to USA.....
After that we went to INC for dota and those pksss come to stayed at my place ........
Something unexpected happen ....
4 of us -- Me Wilson Ansheng & CHengSheng played poker tong xia ....
The nxt morning we stil went to play basketball !!!!
Wtf ~~~~~
Wednesday.............
After whole day of "earning for a living" , spent the whole day sleeping during Hari Raya lu !!!
It was about 5pm when I woke up keke ......
THen brought my sick comp to fix at Digitalmall ~~~
Lucky it was a vry big deal & was fixed in jz a split of second .......
Wee Ming asked me to stay overnight at his place ... TOo bad i coulnd join them haizzz ......
Thursday ^^ ....
Spent the morning playing CS wif fellow PJ kiasa lo
then I was watching dramas for the rest of the day lu .. damn lot dramas waiting for me ....
Prison Break & Heroes is breath taking and full of surprises !!!
Gossip gals is full of sexy gals !!!!
Those HK dramas has become rather interesting ................
Sry Ying Fei lo .. too many ppl ffked ady ... Nxt time plan plan again hehe ....
LIke wat pig said -- "no one date me also" ..... had to stay at home lu T_T]
All in all ... Selamat Hari Raya to Everyone lu !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!





